helloelisa

damned if i do...

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 16:05:09 -0400

When I’m around people, I want to be alone.

When I’m alone, I get lonely and want to be around people.

WhenI’m at my apartment, I want to be anywhere but there.

When I’m out, I just want to be home in my apartment.

So essentially, I am unable to be happy. Cool.

turn of events

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 23:59:33 -0400

Okay, so I just got pseudo-broken-up-with. We weren’t even “officially” dating but here I sit, listening to Bon Iver and crying. Three days ago I was laying in his bed. Didn’t I just write a post about that? Yeah, I think I did. Scratch that. I’m alone.

lazy sunday

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 17:20:38 -0400

Well here’s the next chapter to this thrilling tale.

I’m watching Veronica Mars, waiting for my laundry to finish, and applying for part-time jobs that pay more than my current one. Also, waiting on my acceptance to that Technical Writing program. By the time I’m done my schooling, I will actually be a jack of all trades. Butcher, baker, candlestick maker. Srsly.

Sup Friday?

Fri, 22 Jun 2012 20:09:19 -0400

Slept over at boy’s to escape the heat. Awoken by him, all ready for work, slipping back into bed with me.

Did groceries this afternoon. All I’ve eaten today is cake and ice cream. So ready for swimsuit season.

Watching “Girls” now, finally. I can’t even get over how similar it is to my life. I’m not the only one who doesn’t have my shit together; neither do characters on a TV show. Real life, what’s up?